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So yeah things have been alot better, I think I'm just getting back to finally being happy again. I got a new cell phone, i love it, but sometimes it makes me mad. grrrr. Work has been wonderful, well sometimes its fun, when im not working with stupid Kim. Hung out with loser amanda on friday night, and went to the rez and bank. It was so much fun, we just laugh over the stupidest shit, but its what makes the time a shit load of fun. Than came home, ended up meeting up with amanda later up at the poolhall, blah that was a 20 minute thingy, because this girl she was with was a bummer. I love amanda shes adorable, and what do u know? i'm working with her tonight! a whole lot of no work getting done, because last sunday we did shit. We sat in the back having cigarette after cigarette cuz were lazy on sunday's. hehe. Ah, work was fun last night with natalie, we just sat around shooting the shit for like a good amount of our shift, i had 4 deep cleans to do, and i just finished the last one on time to finish the rest of my chores.
Blah, my birthday is coming up in almost a month. its scary. not as scary as robs birthday is coming soon after, and he's going to be 21. What a drunk he'll become, than ill not want to be around him. I know I won't, because its going to get annoying hearing about him going out every night, wasting money on getting drunk. Whats the big deal anyways? he's always been allowed to go drinking or drink a few out at dinner with his parents. So than what does he have to look forward to when he's 21? the fact he can buy it himself or sit at a bar. Okay i'm going off on a rampage. He doesnt even look or act like he would be 21. but he's going to be, and its not something I want to think about, because the thought of his birthday pisses me off all together, a whole lot. when he's out getting drunk on his birthday i plan on going out and getting plastered so i'm not thinking about him being out, being at some bar and thinking of the possibilities of what he might be doing, or if he hooked up with someone that night, or if he met some really hot chick.
okay i'm stopping now. no more. thats my update, that started good, and kinda went off the deep end. o well. love u's buhbye!
Blah, my birthday is coming up in almost a month. its scary. not as scary as robs birthday is coming soon after, and he's going to be 21. What a drunk he'll become, than ill not want to be around him. I know I won't, because its going to get annoying hearing about him going out every night, wasting money on getting drunk. Whats the big deal anyways? he's always been allowed to go drinking or drink a few out at dinner with his parents. So than what does he have to look forward to when he's 21? the fact he can buy it himself or sit at a bar. Okay i'm going off on a rampage. He doesnt even look or act like he would be 21. but he's going to be, and its not something I want to think about, because the thought of his birthday pisses me off all together, a whole lot. when he's out getting drunk on his birthday i plan on going out and getting plastered so i'm not thinking about him being out, being at some bar and thinking of the possibilities of what he might be doing, or if he hooked up with someone that night, or if he met some really hot chick.
okay i'm stopping now. no more. thats my update, that started good, and kinda went off the deep end. o well. love u's buhbye!