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For years she let him push her around just because he kept coming back giving her the attention she had never received. She spent her nights crying while he spent his time lying. Making her feel so special but she knew all along that she wasn't the only one. She couldn't help but love the way he made her feel. So care free as if the world didn't exist. He couldn't help but break her heart time after time. Let go she kept screaming to herself, just let go what do you honestly have to lose? It was hard but she finally did, she finally found what it took to let her self not need him, not want anything to do with him. It was hard for her. It took a lot of time and getting use to. A lot of unsent letters and half made phone calls. A lot of nights spent crying but she did it. Years passed, he popped in and out of her life but it was never the same... She was over it. Over everything that he had ever done to her. But there was one thing she was never quite over that feeling he gave her, that feeling as if the world didn't exist as if nothing mattered but there and then. After years of searching and failing to find that feeling she had given up. She settled on thinking that it was a one time thing.
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