Titles are hard to come up with anymore
I feel so blah lately.
So I did what I thought was right for me to do about Rowen. I broke it off with him. It was hard but I knew it was right. And since I have no phone number up there for him I had to be super lame and do it through an email...and he hasnt even read it. It has been freakin 18 days with no word from that boy. And this is going to sound super harsh, but the longer it is the easier it is to forget him. I mean, my heart has forgotten already because face it, 18 days with no word from someone leaves you knowing you're better off without. He doesnt care to write. He doesnt care to call. I dont need that. And Im the one feeling terrible for it all.
Friday night, and last night were simply amazing. And I owe it all to Randy. I found out so much more about him last night that just makes me want him more. I didnt get home til 4:15 this morning. And I wanted to stay longer. And I so would have. But we were both falling asleep. And espite what he might think, last night was awesome. I just dont even know what to say.
This past week I enjoyed seeing and/or hearing from Randy, Matt, Nicole, K8!!, and Dyitha. We'll see what this week brings.
♥ Jess