tonight
there was a good amount of people there tonight. thanks if you came.
i want someone to believe in me.
and be my friend.
and not bail on me.
and encourage me to do better.
encourage me to pursue what i love.
something must be wrong with me. i'm growing very tired of these deep feelings of self worthlessness and emptiness. it doesn't make any sense. i just wish i understood. i think i'm a very frustrated and conflicted and confused individual. perhaps i'm alone in that. that's fair enough i suppose. well... it's not really fair at all but i'm getting used to it.