and it can't come quickly enough...
Well. Today was very uneventful. My mom spent the day at Nonnie's with her brothers and is spending the night there..i haven't really seen her since like Tuesday. Coogie's viewing will be on Monday at a funeral home in Calvert co. from like 2-4 and 6-8, so I won't be at school Monday. Then Tuesday, somehow they got in a date then at Arlington National Cemetary to have the miltary burial.He wasn't supposed to be buried there until January because the waiting list is so long but I think somebody with the funeral home pulled some strings.So tuesday I have to wake up at like 5 oclock, we have to drive to the funeral home in calvert and get the funeral procession all organized and drive i think about an hour to Arlington, Virginia for the burial. It's going to be a long two days. Missing more school really does suck. And my exam for my english class is on Monday from 12:30-2:30 so I had to e-mail my professor and explain to her the situation..hopefully she will let me take it some other day.
Good lord I can't wait for this week and next week to be over with.It'll all be over just in time for my birthday next Saturday the 18th. Well, one thing did make me happy today, my grandparents in Mississippi sent me my birthday card and a check for 50 so now I finally have some cash on me. I'm also looking forward to beginning filming our movie for media productions on saturday night...i think it's going to be absolutely awesome. I can't wait to be Alice Kinder the 12 year old psychotic killer ghost. :) I think i'll play the part rather well, don't you? Right now my costume (it's a little pink nightgown with like lace and ribbons and little fluttery sleeves..i chopped it up and all), it's soaking in tea so the lace will look aged and all. It should be lovely. And i'm probably going to ice over and shatter from the cold. It's supposed to be like low 30s saturday night and we'll be out filming in the woods.My character just wears this little nightgown. Everyone else is in like winter coats and jeans and hats and gloves and tennis shoes. I'm crazy but i'm going to do it..gotta look the part..gotta do it for the love of the movie. I know, I know you're thinking how hardcore I am.I know.Hey i'm feeling slightly in a good mood..this is nice.Nice.Except my head is getting a bit achy.
Shit fuckl;skdjfs;kdsd i just realized my eye appointment that i really desperately need is on tuesday..and i'll be gone all day for the funeral.I neeeeed to get my eyes examined soo bad they've been horrible and i know i need glasses and i know it's going to end my headaches. My mom made that appointment in the beginning of November and the earliest they had was December so now it'll probably be like February until i can go. I'm going to go blind. Well fuck the good mood i'm going to cry now or something. i cant help the moodiness im sorry ive just really been on lifes crazy rollercoaster without a seatbelt these past few days and i'm not having a good time. okay im done.
Good lord I can't wait for this week and next week to be over with.It'll all be over just in time for my birthday next Saturday the 18th. Well, one thing did make me happy today, my grandparents in Mississippi sent me my birthday card and a check for 50 so now I finally have some cash on me. I'm also looking forward to beginning filming our movie for media productions on saturday night...i think it's going to be absolutely awesome. I can't wait to be Alice Kinder the 12 year old psychotic killer ghost. :) I think i'll play the part rather well, don't you? Right now my costume (it's a little pink nightgown with like lace and ribbons and little fluttery sleeves..i chopped it up and all), it's soaking in tea so the lace will look aged and all. It should be lovely. And i'm probably going to ice over and shatter from the cold. It's supposed to be like low 30s saturday night and we'll be out filming in the woods.My character just wears this little nightgown. Everyone else is in like winter coats and jeans and hats and gloves and tennis shoes. I'm crazy but i'm going to do it..gotta look the part..gotta do it for the love of the movie. I know, I know you're thinking how hardcore I am.I know.Hey i'm feeling slightly in a good mood..this is nice.Nice.Except my head is getting a bit achy.
Shit fuckl;skdjfs;kdsd i just realized my eye appointment that i really desperately need is on tuesday..and i'll be gone all day for the funeral.I neeeeed to get my eyes examined soo bad they've been horrible and i know i need glasses and i know it's going to end my headaches. My mom made that appointment in the beginning of November and the earliest they had was December so now it'll probably be like February until i can go. I'm going to go blind. Well fuck the good mood i'm going to cry now or something. i cant help the moodiness im sorry ive just really been on lifes crazy rollercoaster without a seatbelt these past few days and i'm not having a good time. okay im done.