My head...

Mar 06, 2008 20:02

is about to explode.

It's been aching all day and I'm getting sick.
Too many thoughts rush in and out.
More drama managed to squeeze in there too.

I can be pretty dumb at times. I am usually supportive, but I don't know why I was trying to keep the peace when I know that you want to move out because your roommate and her bf don't really care what anyone else thinks around here. I could have been more supportive about that situation. But maybe I was trying to keep peace because I was being selfish and just really didn't want you to move out. But it's not like the rest of the guys and I don't care either, it's just that we know it's really not a fight we can win, because in the end she will not listen to us because she really has no reason to, especially when she doesn't even respect her own roommate's wishes, your wishes. She would just tell us that since her bf is staying in her room, it doesn't affect us and it is not of our concern, which is BS because he roams around the house all the time too. But in the end, I am sorry about all the crap that you have been dealing with from them. I can see now that moving out is probably a good idea, so if you want to do it, I will stay by your side, as always.

With that said... I just wanna go to sleep for a VERY long time and not wake up. And I really need someone to be here by my side right about now.
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