holy shit i feel like a mess....i wanna disapear from the world ...

My mom is crazy
I hate her
She mest my life up
She gave birth to me and i was a mistake
a BIG mistake

She does everything N anything to see me depressed and to hear me cry

KeiTh CwiK: *erectionlol that cheared me up...lol keith ur funny ( Read more... )

LaLa Fucking La

Justin is here...i was so excited to see him...i gave a million hugs N kisses!

OMB last night was so hilare...nina read her convo between her and Ken...

you call me on pay phone you waste my time Lmao it was gr8 ( Read more... )

Went to bed early last night....i kep walking up every hour though...it was wierd..then i woke up arund 9...watched some tv..then took a shower ( Read more... )

Well now that im not crying nemore i can write about NC ( Read more... )

Im so confused i have no clue wtf to do ( Read more... )

Mood: Blah. I'm ok I guess...kinda depressed ( Read more... )

I'm sad right now and i dont even kno why

Last night i cried b4 i went to bed
I miss my friends

i talked to Zack on the phone today...hes the kind of who just wants a piece of ass...not my type but im going out with Bobby so newho...

I'm fucking bored as hell..

Razor Blade Kiss My razor is my bestfriend all tho i havnt cut in awhile. ( Read more... )

It seems like i have nothing better to do than write in this ( Read more... )

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Last night was so hilar...i was talking to Jamie and Keith..that was my longest convo with Keith ever! But i was laughing so hard..

Okee heres a convo between me and jamie
Jamie: did u give him a handjob?
Me: No, How, i didnt have any tweezers..
Jamie: haha
Me: or a magnifying glass.
I love u Jamie..gr8 timesOkee I'm not sure if i wanna go to ( Read more... )