And the days end slowly.
Well, it's the middle of the day and I'm already posting.
It was one hell of a day. Work for some reason is going to be slowly disolving. I decided I'm quitting my job. Everyone today was going crazy, and fuck I have no time to deal with that right now. So, peace the fuck out! I take no tollerance for bullshit, especially when I'm busting my ass for them and they bitch. No thanks. But my day did a complete one eighty when this absolutly georougus girl walked in, sat down for about an hour, slightly glancing at me here and there. So I went by her, doing my own thing, and she spoke. Voice beautiful as herself. Dressed simply, a vintage "hippie" style dress, soft tanktop and a cover up, simple flips on and long glistening hair.
"seems like you're having a long day, eh?" she said. I looked with a smile and replyed, "yeah, is it that easy to tell?".
"You seem like you're just not having a plesant day thats all.." she said
"well, I'm sorry, it's just been one of thoes days, ya know? Long...and drags on." I say back.
"well smile, you deserve it. Maybe we could even hang out sometime?" she says as she smiles.
"yeah...that would be.....alright."
And she smiled, as I continued my work. And just like that, I had a smile on my face, and thought to myself..'wow, maybe things could be okay someday..' and I believe they will. Maybe even sooner then I thought. I wouldn't mind being able to smile here and there during my days. Might be nice. Well anyways, I worked until 4. And when I walked out, she was outside, reading her book. Almost as if she could of been waiting for me. So I touched her shoulder, and said jokingly, "So, she is still here!"
"yeah I had to wait a little longer, make sure you made it out of there without breaking" she said as she laughed.
"well, maybe sometime if you are having 'one of them long days'......gimme a call. I could return the favor." I said. I'm sure I was blushing by then but, it was alright. Gave her my number without a name. And she called out, "Well should I just call and talk or do I get a name?" By this time I was half way to my car, and I just turning around smiling. "I work tuesday and wensday, incase you ever stop by again. Maybe then you'll get a name!" I winked, and got in my car. Lit a smoke, and blasted straylight. And here I sit...and I know, one day, I'll be just fine.