I'm getting fucked in the ass with this whole Job situation. I'm so stressed out, I need to get the fuck out of this place, like...NOW. and I can't seem to be able to move. Jesus Christ. I might as well just sit on the road and beg for money...I figure a few bucks a day wont be so bad. God! lol ( Read more... )

Wow sorry, months have gone by and no commenting from me? Thats not good maners. Anywhoo, a lot has changed since spring came. New place, new girl, new life, new person. Everything has gone from one end to another. Still without a job and car, but I'm doing alright. Those topics should change here pretty soon. I got approved for my apartment, so as ( Read more... )

The smile could brighten up a world of black souls, and could shine through the gates of burning hell. The smile awakes me and makes my heart race to the finish line, praying it never stops. I enjoy this new found place in my heart. Warm and thoughtful, passionate and secretive all at once. My life was only have living, because I died months before ( Read more... )

I'm balancing every one of 'em on each finger. How pathetic, can't I just choose. Jesus, but I want 'em all. They all have one thing the other doesn't. Why can't I make all of them into playdoe, and smush them to gether and have one perfect girl! Jeesh. Oh well, I can just go out with 'em all, I don't want a girlfriend right now, and it's cool just ( Read more... )

Damn it feels so good to be single again, ouch. I felt like I was strapped in a damn chair. I got two dates this weekend, not sure how I'm going to pull that off, but hey, rock on right. Do what ya gotta do to get the job done. I'm trying to spend my every moment with Heather, because a month from today, I'll have no body. Which will suck a lot. I ( Read more... )

Wow, things have been wild. Jimmy is home from Iraq for two weeks. Seeing him was awesome, except, Amanda wouldn't get out of bed in the morning, so I left her home. Lol. Cutie. Anyways, Christmas is on it's way, meaning an anniversery! Woot woot. Lol. We skipped dancing on Saturday, because we had other plans. Oh, baby, I so won that game...Oh I ( Read more... )

Love is beautiful, and feels better then life it self. I'm not posting here really...been far to busy for that. I have been in lowell all week long, well...I guess for the past like three weeks. Me and Amanda are finally dating. Lol. SHUT UP HEATHER! I know I'm a chicken shit, but what can I say. She is amazing, I can't help but feel the way I do. ( Read more... )

I don't want to think any more, hand me a beer and a smoke and I'm good to go.

Wow things have been absolutly cra-ZAY! So, I have my own appt. Sweet. I'm going to be a freshman in collage in 8 months. Another sweet. My dad and I had a long talk the other day about my life and what I'm dealin with, and he said he will help me out to a certian extent, because he loves me and hates to see me struggle, but I have to hold my end ( Read more... )

Nothing better then being in Kzoo ( Read more... )