"i stand up for those who cut n those who can defend themselves.."
yah well 2morrow/today is valentines day!! OHJOY!! gah i hate that day soo much!! its never ever gone right for me!! but oh well! its life... idk.. i get to see sean 2morrow ^_^ which is awesum!! *hehe* ilovehimohsoverymuch! but yah.. 2day was kinda suckass!! first of all ppl juss need to leave niki alone! let her do wut she fucking wants!! she can whine! she can cut! gawddamn!!!! n ppl may think her reason for wantin to die is stupid! but when friends are all u have to live for in life n ur best friend n 2 other friends juss said all this shit.. n apparently every1 is thinkin it yah.. um.. id wanna die also!!! n juss to let every1 kno! its not the easiest thing to get over kevin *i have past expirences* at least niki is trying!!! ppl should juss respect that!! maybe her reason for cuttin is stupid! but everyones reason for cuttin is stupid!! i mean com on we all kno cuttin isnt gunna help nething!!! but juss let her do wut she wants!!! oh and nothing is wrong w/ whining!!! nothing at all!!! its waay better then wut some ppl do!! i whine! i dont havea prob admiting that! every1 whines!!! ppl say its childish to whine! well fuck its childish to not admit sometime thats true!!!! but w/e!!!
so yah.. my mom gets home like 25 mins ago.. >_< n the first thing she does is start bitchin at me! >_< i hate that so much! im happy she didnt.. nvr mind cant say that... well idk.. then i did the dishes... n then she started bitchin cuz i forgot a cup! omfg!! oh well!! damn! i think we shhould make a rule in our house! after u use it wash it!! but hahaha no one would ever follow that rule! but hm... oh well!!!
i have a HUGE urge to cut right now.. >_< which effin sux cuz i havent done it for a while!! well i kinda did the other day.. but i was juss havin fun!! i cut a lil hangman thingy on my arm... n like b4 i scratched sumtin else in my arm.. that only 2 other ppl will know wut it says... but hmm oh well!! its not really noticable..
ooo n if ppl get pissed cuz im writing about me doin this OH WELL!! its my journal i can write w/e the fuck i want! n im not doin it for attention!!! gah!!! ne wayz!! i have sooooo much HW to do.. but i havent done like any of it! but oh well!! ill do it 2morrow when i get home from seans!!
well prolly the best 2 things that happened today would be i got to hang w/ cat ^_^ n my sis's b/f's mom bought a bunch of stuff for my sis baby... i kno ppl are suposed to do that.. but EVERY1 thought my sis's b/f's mom hated my sis... but she was all huggin her n shit 2day.. n she bought her a shit load of things! i think thats really awesum! n my family was all pissed @ scott (her b/f) cuz he didnt get ne thing for the baby.. but 2day he bought her like 10 outfits n like 5 diff comin home from the hospital outfits.. even tho she only needs one! hahah oh well!! it was kool that they did that!! but imma go... cuz im workin on my English journal thingy for Anne Frank stuff!!
much love
x:X.Sara.X:x
I Love You Sean!!!!
so yah.. my mom gets home like 25 mins ago.. >_< n the first thing she does is start bitchin at me! >_< i hate that so much! im happy she didnt.. nvr mind cant say that... well idk.. then i did the dishes... n then she started bitchin cuz i forgot a cup! omfg!! oh well!! damn! i think we shhould make a rule in our house! after u use it wash it!! but hahaha no one would ever follow that rule! but hm... oh well!!!
i have a HUGE urge to cut right now.. >_< which effin sux cuz i havent done it for a while!! well i kinda did the other day.. but i was juss havin fun!! i cut a lil hangman thingy on my arm... n like b4 i scratched sumtin else in my arm.. that only 2 other ppl will know wut it says... but hmm oh well!! its not really noticable..
ooo n if ppl get pissed cuz im writing about me doin this OH WELL!! its my journal i can write w/e the fuck i want! n im not doin it for attention!!! gah!!! ne wayz!! i have sooooo much HW to do.. but i havent done like any of it! but oh well!! ill do it 2morrow when i get home from seans!!
well prolly the best 2 things that happened today would be i got to hang w/ cat ^_^ n my sis's b/f's mom bought a bunch of stuff for my sis baby... i kno ppl are suposed to do that.. but EVERY1 thought my sis's b/f's mom hated my sis... but she was all huggin her n shit 2day.. n she bought her a shit load of things! i think thats really awesum! n my family was all pissed @ scott (her b/f) cuz he didnt get ne thing for the baby.. but 2day he bought her like 10 outfits n like 5 diff comin home from the hospital outfits.. even tho she only needs one! hahah oh well!! it was kool that they did that!! but imma go... cuz im workin on my English journal thingy for Anne Frank stuff!!
much love
x:X.Sara.X:x
I Love You Sean!!!!