XxNoOneNew88xX: hey
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: ..
XxNoOneNew88xX: its niki
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: i know
XxNoOneNew88xX: then whats with the dotdotdots ?
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: because im pissed at you.
XxNoOneNew88xX: what now??
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: i've been pissed. because of how your acting... and how your always hanging out with sara and shit suddenly
XxNoOneNew88xX: what the hell i cant hang out with other ppl?
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: i didnt say that, i just said youve been like ditching rachel and i think thats bullshit
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: and plus your always all depressed and sad, just because a guy doesnt like you
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: and honestly, why the fuck do you cut yourself?
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: you dont have a good reason too
XxNoOneNew88xX: wht hell rachels been grounde for the past weel and omg im sorry if i wanna hang out with MY B fucking F
XxNoOneNew88xX: how do u kno i dont have a good reason too?
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: do you think you can survive life depending on other peoples pity for you? you need to grow up.
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: you always show off all your little "cuts" to everyone hoping that somebody will see
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: so whats your good reason huh?
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: monet is typing some of this too.
XxNoOneNew88xX: wtf! ok u dont need to kno why i do the shit i do!! n i can hang out w/ other ppl if i want to... rachel has been grounded for like the past week!!!!! this is my life... !!! and so what id care n/e more jsut stay out if ur justt ganna be pissed at me!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: well the only reason your saying that "i dont need to know" is because you dont have a good reason for "cutting". and rachel hasnt been grounded, i just went over there yesterday and she wanted to hang out with you but you ditched her for your little 8th grade lover.and if you REALLY wanted to "kill" yourself then you would have done it, you just threaten people with it so they can feel sorry for you because your a fucking attention whore, thats why you dress like a little slut at school.
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: and if kevin likes you, he'll go out with you, dont say shit like omg kevin feel bad for me just so hell go out with you, so why would you want a relationship based on pity?
XxNoOneNew88xX: i cut so i wont kill myself!!!!! the reason i cut is none of ur buisness!! and yea i might dress like a slut but im not one so i could careless what you ppl think !! n wuts ur problem with sara??
XxNoOneNew88xX: and shes not my lover !!!!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: she said some shit about me, when she diodnt know me and that pissed me off
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: and you JUST said in your livejournal that you wanted to die so dont gimme that shit
XxNoOneNew88xX: she didnt say shit about u... she doesnt talk shit about ppl she doesnt kno!!!! n she apologized for u thinkin she did!! shes not that kinda person!!! juss fuck off!!!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: ha okay, well you can
make up all the exuses you want to. i dont want to waste my time talking to a little cunt like you anymore so go get your razorblades and "try not to kill yourself" kay? :-) -monet
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: and raina
XxNoOneNew88xX: mkl
XxNoOneNew88xX: *mk
XxNoOneNew88xX: why the fuck are u guys bitchin at nikita fer cutting if u guys did it too? n wut was ur good reason for cutting? -cat
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: i stopped a long time ago, and i did it because i had a fucked up childhood, so dont fucking think you know what went on in my life before.
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: and we did it before it became a fad
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: that was back in 8th grade
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: we grew up since then
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: learn to handle your problems in a different way, nikita your in high school, are you gonna cut if you get fired from your job when your older? i hope not, so learn a better way to handle things now instead of wasting your time
XxNoOneNew88xX: we all did it before it became a fad i started when i was in 6th grade and everyone has something fucked up with their lives.... at least you werent raped - cat
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: thats what you think
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: and im still dealing with something now and i dont cut anymore because i grew up
XxNoOneNew88xX: yah ok.. every1 says their childhood was fucked up... EVERY1S childhood was fucked up.... still thats not a reason to fuckin cut urself..... well some of it is.. depends on how serious!! but its the fuckin past! worry about shit thats happenin now!! n if nikita wants to cut cuz some1 she loves doesnt feel the same way then let it be!!!! damn! its her choice!!! juss let her do wutever the fuck she wants n backk off!
XxNoOneNew88xX: -sara
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: it wasnt JUST my childhood.
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: if you knew me then maybe you would know.
XxNoOneNew88xX: if you grew up so much then why do you have to bitch at people for cutting.... adults wouldnt be dipping in other people's bussiness unless they were asked to... - cat
XxNoOneNew88xX: and heyim sure your childhood sucked but at least yuo dont have to live with the person that fucked it up (or the person that raped you) -- cat
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: were only bitching at nikita because shes being a fuckin moron. and were not the only people who think this...
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: and how do you not expect us and other people to dip in her business when she shows off all of her cuts and write in her LJ. if she or any of you didnt want that, then dont fucking complain in your journals okay? what were you thinking
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: think about it
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: now dont bitch at us for being logical
XxNoOneNew88xX: shes not being a fucking moron!! she doesnt give a shit wut u ppl think juss leave her alone n back the fuck off!! let her do w/e she wants!!!!!she doesnt show off her fucking cuts!!! maybe they are juss fucking noticable!!!!!!! n the LJ is for venting in.... if it pissed u off soo much then dont fucking reading it!!!! -sara
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: thats why she had her sleeve up with the cuts on it and the other one wasnt
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: im not stupid
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: i know why it was
XxNoOneNew88xX: so! i do that! it doesnt fucking matter!!!! if u did care about her.. then u wouldnt be bitching about it!!! maybe her arm is hurting! fuck juss back off! n stay outta her biz!!! -sara
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: lmao, your a dumb bitch, just shut the fuck up
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: i'll beat your ass for that
XxNoOneNew88xX: OH! im scared! -sara (sarcasm if u didnt kno..)
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: well you've heard about eden.
XxNoOneNew88xX: bitching at her for cutting is just gonna make her wanna do it more!!! have you not noticed that from when you cut?!?!?!!?? - cat
XxNoOneNew88xX: ok.. u slapped her...??? or punched her????
XxNoOneNew88xX: -sara
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: lets just say justin had to pull me off of her... but you dont have to worry about that, if you dont want to
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: if she cuts more, than that just proves how dumb she really is.
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: but we dont care, she can do it all she wants
XxNoOneNew88xX: it doesnt fuckin matter if she cuts!!!! let her do w/e the fuck she wants!!!!
XxNoOneNew88xX: juss back off n leave her be!!!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: we just needed to tell her how dumb she was being, go ahead and defend her all you want its not gonna change how stupid shes acting
XxNoOneNew88xX: shes not being dumb!! damn it doesnt matter if she cuts or not!!!! its her life shes fucking up not urs! maybe she knows shes being dumb!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: oh and also we're tired of hearing her whining and bitching about the same shit all the time. GET OVER IT NIKITA HE DOESNT WANT YOU
XxNoOneNew88xX: he doesnt want u!
XxNoOneNew88xX: hes happy with mieke!!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: yeah but you know what? im over IT. YOU DONT SEE ME CRYING ABOUT IT DO YOU?
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: ....NO.
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: jt was right. everyone needs to "SHUT THE FUCK UP AND STOP BITCHING"
XxNoOneNew88xX: shes not cryin over it!!! hun shes tryin to get over it!!! com on she has a b/f!!!! shes tryin her hardest to get over it! it doesnt all happen in like a week!!!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: dont call me hun, bitch.
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: she should have gotten over it a long time ago.
XxNoOneNew88xX: well we all cant be you!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: i wasnt asking anyone to be me, im saying dont whine. get over it.
XxNoOneNew88xX: its not hard to get over sumtin like that! ecspecially if she likes him that much!
XxNoOneNew88xX: damn! juss let her get over it the way she wants! at least shes trying!!!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: oh yeah she likes him SOO much, thats why she liked him after i told her
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: and i thought she liked matt SOO much just a day ago
XxNoOneNew88xX: she liked him juss as long as u did! it doesnt even matter who liked him longer!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: i didnt say it idd, i was saying its weird how she liked him after i told her i like him
XxNoOneNew88xX: maybe she liked him more then u did!! thats why ur over it.. n shes not totally over it yet! juss let her deal w/ it the way she wants.. shes tryin to get over it n thats all that matters!!!!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: no, im over it because i dont cry, cut, bitch, and whine about it. i already had the expierence and it doesnt help, she needs to learn that.
XxNoOneNew88xX: well shes learnin!!! juss leave it be!! shes cryin the river building the bridge n tryin to get over it ok! juss accept the fact that shes tryin to get over it!!!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: wow, you still think that's the only reason? hmm.. sad. well thats just dandy, her long, hard journey will soon be over and all the torment will soon end. damn, its not the end of the world if a guy doesnt like you. and dont blow it up to be.
XxNoOneNew88xX: shes not!! juss let her do wut she wants!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: okay, whatever. you people need to get a clue.
ox gOnNa bReAkxo: see ya later
XxNoOneNew88xX: i got the whole game!
ox gOnNa bReAkxo signed off at 4:31:00 PM.
haha wow.. yah... this convo was between me nikita cat monet n raina.... soo much fun!!! btw- nikita barely said ne thing... but yah w/e!!!!
much love
x:X.Sara.X:x