Hmmmm
I really don't know whats going on! I don't know whats running through my head but what I do know is that I can't stop thinking about you. It upsets me when we aren't talking and when I come home and see that your name isn't signed on... it's the biggest let down. I love talking to you and being around you. You make me smile and call me crazy but I like smiling. It's a pleasant change! I guess it is really true that "a guy and a girl can be just friends but eventually they will fall for eachother."
I don't know what to do though because I am so damn scared that if I let myself fall... I will lose my friend. Its true that I could pass up what everyone calls "a good thing" but does having a good thing for a short period of time really wager well with losing a best friend when its over?? James and I dont even talk anymore! I dont think it was worth it at all! I dont want to lose someone else! I'm just so damn confused.... if anyone and I mean ANYONE, anonymous or not has ANY sort of advise... I am down on my knees begging for it!
I don't know what to do though because I am so damn scared that if I let myself fall... I will lose my friend. Its true that I could pass up what everyone calls "a good thing" but does having a good thing for a short period of time really wager well with losing a best friend when its over?? James and I dont even talk anymore! I dont think it was worth it at all! I dont want to lose someone else! I'm just so damn confused.... if anyone and I mean ANYONE, anonymous or not has ANY sort of advise... I am down on my knees begging for it!