burning bridges as we may
I guess now is as good a time as any to update the minority that take time out to read the crazy shit in my mind transcribed into a vast aray of sentances that make no sense, although they do in my head. (lotsa shit does in it)
well saturday night i went to town for a well earned drink. Wasnt too drunk, i guess merry is the best description. Hannah picked me up after i had consumed the majority of my final drink (a centruple jd and barely any coke) got back to my place and sat in the car for an hour, explaining the shit going on in my earlyer blog. Needless to say that when she attempted to re start the pink mobile, the battery was dead.
Man her rentals werent happy bout that. any who on sunday i woke up at 8am to get ready for the adventure that would ensue. I picked hannah up at 9.30 and we went to halfords to purchase a replacement battery. then i went back and replaced the dead one for the fully charged one. result.
I went to the tip to get rid of my old flat tyre and my dead battery (which had subsequently gone flat the day before). then i spent most of sunday imlessly driving around and visiting hannah in the two different work places. i cant get her off my mind these days all my focus is on ways to make her smile and feel truly special.
today now i woke up late found that hannah was in town for a lil bit, then high tailed it down there to share her company for half an hour. i did come away with £50 worth of art stuff and a sylvester t shirt from burtons. haha.
Too came the bombshell that we may not see each other until thursday, maybe friday. guh! tomoro is the next open period but ive got a serious amount of media home work to do, so it aint looking awefully bright. Gutted.
I did however make a final trip back into town shortly after parting ways at her dads factory thing. i went to this amazingly cool shop that i purchased her 6 month anniversary presents from to get this bracelet id been eyeing up there, the other week however i didnt have sufficient funds (gutted). So today i secured the target, so to speak. so a little while ago i casually popped down there (how smooth) to surprise her. i went under the pretence that i had a picture for her, so i also drew an angel for her today. haha.
I feel however that she in some ways doesnt like these little surprises, but i cannot help it. i never have second thoughts of getting things for her just for the sake of it, i guess it makes me feel good about myself that i can fulfill her in so many ways. i figured on saturday that my self conciousness that i have has very nearly disapated altogether because of her, i never doubt the biology so to speak that i have been given, sorry if ive grossed ya all out!
I have also stumbled upon a revelation that i need to put into general effect asap. There are certain ties with individuals that need termination once all loose ends have been sorted. it is the end of an era i guess, but with that comes a new dawn that i hope will indeed be as prosperous as it does so promise to be.....
until we cross paths again my friends of whom i sadly do not no half as well as i should hope and half of you that i know better than you deserve. (i do not actually mean this but paraphrasing mr bilbo baggins never did anyone any harm!)
xxxx
well saturday night i went to town for a well earned drink. Wasnt too drunk, i guess merry is the best description. Hannah picked me up after i had consumed the majority of my final drink (a centruple jd and barely any coke) got back to my place and sat in the car for an hour, explaining the shit going on in my earlyer blog. Needless to say that when she attempted to re start the pink mobile, the battery was dead.
Man her rentals werent happy bout that. any who on sunday i woke up at 8am to get ready for the adventure that would ensue. I picked hannah up at 9.30 and we went to halfords to purchase a replacement battery. then i went back and replaced the dead one for the fully charged one. result.
I went to the tip to get rid of my old flat tyre and my dead battery (which had subsequently gone flat the day before). then i spent most of sunday imlessly driving around and visiting hannah in the two different work places. i cant get her off my mind these days all my focus is on ways to make her smile and feel truly special.
today now i woke up late found that hannah was in town for a lil bit, then high tailed it down there to share her company for half an hour. i did come away with £50 worth of art stuff and a sylvester t shirt from burtons. haha.
Too came the bombshell that we may not see each other until thursday, maybe friday. guh! tomoro is the next open period but ive got a serious amount of media home work to do, so it aint looking awefully bright. Gutted.
I did however make a final trip back into town shortly after parting ways at her dads factory thing. i went to this amazingly cool shop that i purchased her 6 month anniversary presents from to get this bracelet id been eyeing up there, the other week however i didnt have sufficient funds (gutted). So today i secured the target, so to speak. so a little while ago i casually popped down there (how smooth) to surprise her. i went under the pretence that i had a picture for her, so i also drew an angel for her today. haha.
I feel however that she in some ways doesnt like these little surprises, but i cannot help it. i never have second thoughts of getting things for her just for the sake of it, i guess it makes me feel good about myself that i can fulfill her in so many ways. i figured on saturday that my self conciousness that i have has very nearly disapated altogether because of her, i never doubt the biology so to speak that i have been given, sorry if ive grossed ya all out!
I have also stumbled upon a revelation that i need to put into general effect asap. There are certain ties with individuals that need termination once all loose ends have been sorted. it is the end of an era i guess, but with that comes a new dawn that i hope will indeed be as prosperous as it does so promise to be.....
until we cross paths again my friends of whom i sadly do not no half as well as i should hope and half of you that i know better than you deserve. (i do not actually mean this but paraphrasing mr bilbo baggins never did anyone any harm!)
xxxx