May 16, 2004 17:59
Ok, he read the last entry. (Brandon) That kind of sucks. Well.. we tried to still be friends, but I told him we shouldn't be. No, that doesn't mean we're going back out. It means we have nothing to do with eachother now. It means if I did, infact, remain friends with him, my remaining feelings for him would grow and they need to end. He's moved on and I have to as well. The only thing that will always kill me is the fact that both of us are pretending it never happened. It did. He stopped talking after I said we shouldn't be friends. The only reason he wanted to be is because he felt obligated to. I can't hold him back like that. Well.. that's it for a long time, kids.