I hate it here.

[xxsilhouettexx]

I am so hating this place right now. The end of the semester can't come soon enough. I can't imagine 2 more days in this place, forget about 2 years! GRRRRR! I have no purpose here. It's not like I'm going to classes to get some degree and go on to some job I'll enjoy. I'm just taking random stupid classes because I need to fill a schedule.

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Dreams aren't silly.

[cuphoenix]

You just need to find that something that you can see yourself doing.. something you love. Some people are lucky.. they seem to know what they want right away.. others, like you and me.. aren't so lucky. It's going to take some time to figure out. i know you think that you're running out of time.. that you have to have your life planned out before you get your degree, or before you reach age X.. but that's not always true. You say you're going nuts sitting in your chair.. well don't! :) Get up and out.. meet people.. take a few extra moments each day to talk to someone.. maybe in a class, or in your dorm, or at the cafeteria. As soon as you have an idea of something you like, seek out people who are of the same mind. I know you've started to with your new sxe friend at oswego.. keep looking! Find out about groups on campus or in the area.. volunteer somewhere... there are things you can try... but it's no fun just sitting there.. believe me, I know.

In any event, no matter what you do, there will be people there for you, like your family, and like me. Take care of yourself first.. and try not to think of other peoples' expectations as much.

*big hugs*
love ya,
-Andy