Jul 06, 2004 15:30
so nina this was the last straw!
My cousin that visited me in San Diego wanted to spend 4th of July with my family cuz we are the only family he has on this coast. well i told him to come over and he did. Well u know how i am soo bored over here, well i didnt; want my cousnin to be bored on the 4th so i took him out and stuff. We were having a lot of fun.
Well my cousin is scared of my dad too! and he doesn't really know my mom, So of corse he is gonna be closer to me than anyone else in the family. So my cuz freddy was always following me and talking to me and he really didn't talk to my dad or mom too much. anyhow i took him out to chillies and hooters and to a party.i even brought my brother Pat with us.
Once my freddy leaves my dad asked me why freddy was so close to me, and why i was so close to him. I told him he was close to me cuz were cousins stupid! we talked on the phone a lot and i am basically the only family he has over here. I also told him that were the same aga and have lots in common ( Crazy Dads). Thats when i started thinking why is he askintg me this question? why is his face so angry and discusted looking?
Thats when my psyco dad tells me not to be fucking around with my cousin!!!!! I was like WHAT ARE U TALIKNG ABOUT! i told him why would u even think that, your sick he is my freakn cousin!!!!
my dad was like "i don't understand why ur so close with him and why he is always following u and why ur always following him"
so i said the same reasons why we were close again! and he was just like "Rechell don't be lying to me ur fucking around with ur cousin"
can u belive that, he is so sick!!!!!!!
thats when he told me i can't talk to him anymore and that i am not allowed to see him. I was like u have no right to tell me who i can or cannot see, and he is my family!
isn't that so sick nina he thought that about me. iam soo shocked that he would think i would do that. what father thinks that about his own daughter and about his own family? so that was is i am gone i am not staying here anymore. i don't need him and i don't need his money. i am saving my money up and i am getting the hell out of here. my school is almost finished and i made my mind up..i am not here to clean up after him, and i don't have to listen to him call he thigs that i am not!
O yeah this cousin he acusses me of having sex with is Gay(do u remeber him nina). That might be why he is close to me i am the only person he has told that too.
God i hate my dad....
he is like the only problem i have in my life. HE was only good for one thing and that was paying off my credit card. HAHAHA