Sep 06, 2004 01:26
i just got back from the movies with Tyler and Tyler, we saw Without a
Paddle. it was actually pretty good, i may even take the time to
bootleg it lol. i wish i was still a little kid, without ne troubles or
worries, those were great times lol. i've started to seriously consider
joining the military after highskool, i really don't want to go to
college but i also don't want to drive a fucking truck for the rest of
my life either. if i joined the military i'd have to get into a lot
better shape then i am now and that means physical activity >< i
wish that i had a treadmill or an exercise bike then i wouldn't even
have to leave the house, but as it stands i'd have to go to the skool
and run laps in the gym either in the morning or after skool, i think
i'd rather do it in the morning because after skool is when all the
sports ppl are training. i'm am so fucking tired right now lol. even
tho i had a shitty time last night i would deffinatly do it again,
figure that one out lol the only part that made it worth it was my two
friends goofing off, spinning each other around that was fucking funny
lol. well i just quit FFXI as i was typing this out lol i really hated
to leave some of those ppl in that game have been better friends to me
then my real life friends =\ i gave them my AIM s/n so hopefully some
of them will keep in touch. i don't know what to do i wish someone
would explain to me what it is i'm supposed to do with my life... i
just want to be happy is that really to much to ask for? i'd even
settle being able to honestly tell ppl that i'm doing "alright" thats
what i tell ppl ne ways but i'm never just "alright" when i can
honestly look someome in the eya and tell them that i'm doing alright,
then i will be content with my life, atleast i hope i wll be...