New Year Review
Well it was... interesting to say the least. I guess I could be really harsh and say it was boring...
Went up to Grandad's Saturday afternoon after Phil finished work. Everyone was already there. Found out I was sharing a room and better yet a bed with my cousin! I didn't mind too much as she is cool... just thought it was a bit strange... I normally have to share a bed with mum, but it was different this year for some reason.
So, we played games, saw the new year in and then people decided they wanted to go to bed. We were all in bed by 1 o'clock... how stupid is that... I would have stayed up later but Grandad was sleeping downstairs so had nowhere to go apart from the kitchen... woo hoo!
Sunday was boring. Managed to finish the book Bex leant me about forgiveness and stuff... just as well because they were going home in the evening as Auntie Sharon had work the next day. Spent the whole day thinking about the book and how hard it is actually going to be to forgive DL and thinking about hurting myself. Told myself that it's a new year, a new start and all that stuff!
Came home today. Have done absolutely nothing apart from hurting myself since I got home. I was supposed to be going out tonight with Dean... we were going to paint the town red... show people how to really party... but I "wasn't in the mood". Maybe if I'd gone out I wouldn't have hurt myself. Oh well.
Went up to Grandad's Saturday afternoon after Phil finished work. Everyone was already there. Found out I was sharing a room and better yet a bed with my cousin! I didn't mind too much as she is cool... just thought it was a bit strange... I normally have to share a bed with mum, but it was different this year for some reason.
So, we played games, saw the new year in and then people decided they wanted to go to bed. We were all in bed by 1 o'clock... how stupid is that... I would have stayed up later but Grandad was sleeping downstairs so had nowhere to go apart from the kitchen... woo hoo!
Sunday was boring. Managed to finish the book Bex leant me about forgiveness and stuff... just as well because they were going home in the evening as Auntie Sharon had work the next day. Spent the whole day thinking about the book and how hard it is actually going to be to forgive DL and thinking about hurting myself. Told myself that it's a new year, a new start and all that stuff!
Came home today. Have done absolutely nothing apart from hurting myself since I got home. I was supposed to be going out tonight with Dean... we were going to paint the town red... show people how to really party... but I "wasn't in the mood". Maybe if I'd gone out I wouldn't have hurt myself. Oh well.