random venting
I miss the days when everything wasn't complicated. You could just feel. This town has perverted that for me. All of the relationships are tainted by complictions. My previous means of escaping are also being tainted by time constraints. My sources of happiness are dwindling. I wanna feel again. I want to be allowed to experience unrestrained happiness. Where did that go? I know where it went. It moved away/ dated my friend. I need... I want to explain everything to everybody but I feel it's pointless. I don't want to leave with regrets. I don't want to be that girl. It's hard. I can get through it. I have before.