random venting

[xxraiderbabexx]

I dont know what to say about... everything. I've been busy updating things. Everytime I think he's changed... i realize that he hasn't. I know i should move on, but i can't. Everything i feel for anybody ele is simply lust, plain and simple. There's nothing real there. What if i never feel anything real with anybody else.

I feel so worthless right now. I hate how me makes me like this.