Wow

Nov 03, 2009 22:19

So, hmm. I'm not sure what brings me back here, just needed a place to vent, I guess. Rereading what I used to be, and remembering when the words were only clouded thoughts. Very Very Strange to see. How am I here and there and both at the same time.
Floating off and wishing, hoping. And thanking and loving every minute. I really need to feel alive. One or two or three which will be me.
I don't know where I'm going and I barely know where I've been. I don't really want to be in this endless soundtrack, canned laugh track, elevator symphony. I cannot be sure why everyone's dreams do not align with mine. I cannot be sure if I even have a dream. That one day my little children will live in a world that makes sense.
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