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What number am I? Where do I fall? After 1, 2, 3, how many things do you think of me. I hurt you. I'm so so sorry. It was something dumb. Something, some thing, same thing. Same dumb me. Screwing up again. Can't be perfect. Can't keep you happy. I wish I could never make a mistake, I want to be perfect for you. I can't stand the feeling that I can't go up and wrap my arms around you. ... Selfish selfish selfish girl. How dare you. Suck it up, he's the best thing that's ever happened to you. and you know it. You should be catering to his every whim, hoping to keep him just a little bit happier. I'm so scared to let him see my imperfections.
Why why why why can't I just be alright. I so want to do something, anything, to make one smile graze your face, like you seem forever capable of doing for me. I wish I was better.
I I I I I I I I I I. Shut up already.
Why why why why can't I just be alright. I so want to do something, anything, to make one smile graze your face, like you seem forever capable of doing for me. I wish I was better.
I I I I I I I I I I. Shut up already.