I used to be a raver, used to do lots of E...
...but not anymore cause it made me crazi..er.. >_<
I just had to go out to the valley to pick up clothes from Betty's house.. fun fun.. but on the way home I popped in the disk from the first rave I ever went to.. Sinister Assembly.. good good good memories..
I was just remembering all that happened that night.. it was the first time I did E, and the first time I heard DJ Spree, both at the same time.. maybe that is why I love Spree so much, because the first time I heard him I was all jacked up on pills and I felt so happy..? I still get chills when I listen to that CD, when the part comes up when I started peaking.. ohh man.. it was the most fucked up part of the set to start trippin out on! I remember Chuckie went to the bathroom, he figured he had some time before I started to feel the effects, but he was wrong... I was dancing with Suzie and some other random kandi kidz and BAM!, it hit me! I remember screaming to Suzie, "I FEEL REALLY WEIRD!".. and she was like, "JUST GO WITH IT!" I remember thinking to myself... Go where?! Then I went to go find Chuckie, guess I thought that was where I needed to go? LOL
I went into the girls bathroom real quick and that is where I met Pixie for the first time.. Chuckie had told me about her, but I guess I didn't believe him, but he WAS telling the truth... Pixie was about 4'8, glitter all OVER her, fairy wings on, rave bracelets all up her arms... she was just too cute.. then she started talking to me.. her voice was so high and squeaky! It kinda sounded like someone on helium or something.. it was so damn funny! This girl was not trying to sound like this, it was her real voice!
Then I got to find out what rave bathroom conversation was.. hahah.. some girl was in a stall, talking to her friend who was outside the door... she said... "Whoever invented walls was like, really smart! I mean, it's such a good idea!" Me being all fucked up thought to myself, "Yeah, walls are a good idea."
I found Chuckie and we went to the chill out room with Suzie and Handz. I took Handz's silk shirt and was playing with it all night.. HAHAH... I remember touching the ground and telling Chuckie I did not like the ground cause it was sticky and gross.. haha.. and then I remember trying to be all sneaky hiding a lolli pop behind a picture cause I didn't want it anymore... Ohh man..
The reason I am writing this is because I think this might be one of the only times I was really happy.. so there ya go, drugs are GOOD for you! I mean, I would risk dying to have one night of pure happiness! It's better than living a long time never knowing what bliss feels like!
I really miss raves... (sigh) I need to move to the west coast, they still happen all the time out there... damn east coast rave haters.. ;_;
I just had to go out to the valley to pick up clothes from Betty's house.. fun fun.. but on the way home I popped in the disk from the first rave I ever went to.. Sinister Assembly.. good good good memories..
I was just remembering all that happened that night.. it was the first time I did E, and the first time I heard DJ Spree, both at the same time.. maybe that is why I love Spree so much, because the first time I heard him I was all jacked up on pills and I felt so happy..? I still get chills when I listen to that CD, when the part comes up when I started peaking.. ohh man.. it was the most fucked up part of the set to start trippin out on! I remember Chuckie went to the bathroom, he figured he had some time before I started to feel the effects, but he was wrong... I was dancing with Suzie and some other random kandi kidz and BAM!, it hit me! I remember screaming to Suzie, "I FEEL REALLY WEIRD!".. and she was like, "JUST GO WITH IT!" I remember thinking to myself... Go where?! Then I went to go find Chuckie, guess I thought that was where I needed to go? LOL
I went into the girls bathroom real quick and that is where I met Pixie for the first time.. Chuckie had told me about her, but I guess I didn't believe him, but he WAS telling the truth... Pixie was about 4'8, glitter all OVER her, fairy wings on, rave bracelets all up her arms... she was just too cute.. then she started talking to me.. her voice was so high and squeaky! It kinda sounded like someone on helium or something.. it was so damn funny! This girl was not trying to sound like this, it was her real voice!
Then I got to find out what rave bathroom conversation was.. hahah.. some girl was in a stall, talking to her friend who was outside the door... she said... "Whoever invented walls was like, really smart! I mean, it's such a good idea!" Me being all fucked up thought to myself, "Yeah, walls are a good idea."
I found Chuckie and we went to the chill out room with Suzie and Handz. I took Handz's silk shirt and was playing with it all night.. HAHAH... I remember touching the ground and telling Chuckie I did not like the ground cause it was sticky and gross.. haha.. and then I remember trying to be all sneaky hiding a lolli pop behind a picture cause I didn't want it anymore... Ohh man..
The reason I am writing this is because I think this might be one of the only times I was really happy.. so there ya go, drugs are GOOD for you! I mean, I would risk dying to have one night of pure happiness! It's better than living a long time never knowing what bliss feels like!
I really miss raves... (sigh) I need to move to the west coast, they still happen all the time out there... damn east coast rave haters.. ;_;