Well..2 years later, here I am.
18 && readii to take on the world..almost.
..So that boy I said would break my heart...ended up becoming my everything. He more than proved love to me..he dedicated himself to me, and for that I cannot be greatful enough, I love you babyboy..JamesWesleyCox&&BrittanyTaylorHannam <33
I don't even know where to begin..so much has happened.
-I got my L's...&& got iit suspendedd
-I got a neww car && crashed her =( 02' Jetta
-Me && James are goin on tWO years in Febuary x3
-I graduated highschool...barelyy..i got kicked out 20 days before garduation, but i still gots mii diploma
-I got fired from the bowling alley last year =(
-I am currently a server at Johnny Carino's =)
-I start COLLEGE in a week!!!!!!!! who wouldda thunkk itt??
-I gots me a kitten..Zanii
-my crew officially sucks now
-RIP NICHOLAS ANTHONY LUCHENTO 7.3.07..your with the angels noww babyboyy
-RIP Christopher Stanley 1.7.08..god only takes the best. Stay strong Stanley's..love always <33
-I am officially on that G status niggs.
Who can i say ive become?? well im not gunna lie i read my past entry's and in all honesty the last thing ive done is change. Im just older now, more responsibilities to fuck up, more shit to hit the fan, more pain to feel. Nothing has changed..im still if not more than ever a fuckup..a lowlife..and a drug addict.
What more do you want to hear...what more do i say?
I'm trying. but sometimes trying isnt enough.
*I push my fingers into my eyes*