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it certainly has been quite a while since i have written in here, or at least it feels like it. i reckon this one might be kinda long...so brace yourselves.
the hurricane was wonderful, pleasant and delightful. i love it when mother nature unleashes its wrath in order to keep everything balanced in this world, it's really beautiful. karim and i had his grandparents' entire house to ourselves for the 2 nights during the passing of the hurricane so it goes without saying that i had fun. my mom flipped out at first and refused to let me spend a night with karim without any adults there (because she thought we would do...illegal...things) but then she came to grips with the fact that i was going no matter what she said. anyways, we got the house because they organized this trip to atlanta for senior citizens so that's where his grandparents were, along with my grandparents as well. i was actually happy to hear that they were doing such things for the elderly, as soft as that sounds. but i missed my grandparents terribly because they usually come over for hurricanes since they always lose power. this time it was just my aunt and her two devil children--who, i must add, scribbled all over my computer desk, walls and glass dining table with sharpies! argh, i hate children...i want to slit all their throats.
moving on, fortunately we did not lose power but our phone lines went down for about half a day and i was without my high-speed internet for almost a week, and it was hell. i had to use dial-up and in case anyone has had to use dial-up after being accustomed to cable or dsl, then you know what i'm talking about. i finally got it back today because bellsouth support operators are ridiculously retarded considering the fact that they decided not to tell me that my connection has been up and running for a few days already. argh, i hate stupid people...i want to slit all their throats.
no class monday evening at valencia...all thanks to jeanne. but there was class tuesday and boy was it interesting. my business law teacher said the most retarded things. first off, he thought that the plural of "mouse" was "mouses"...then he changed his mind and was utterly convinced of himself that it was "meece". he seriously argued with the entire class for about 10 minutes trying to persuade us of his ignorance. i don't even know how teaching about contracts led to arguing about "meece". then, he was so sure of himself that the official color of easter was purple. we tried to reason with him that there wasn't one specific color but rather basically all pastels. his argument was that his wife has little purple chicks and "that's that". as if that was not bad enough, he topped it off by telling us his theory of how 3 icebergs fell from the sky to wipe out the entire dinosaur population, causing them to become extinct. icebergs from the sky? i'm not even going to bother wasting any more of my time because i fear i might degress to his level of intelligence. argh, i hate people who thinking they are always right...i want to slit all their throats.
i finally got a LiveStrong bracelet for myself as well as for brittany. i actually getting 6 because i forgot i told james to buy some for me when he works in case they got some in and i wouldn't get a chance to go to the mall before they sell out. things are basically at a stand-still with brittany...i feel like we're going somewhere but it also feels like we're not. we talked till about 2am a couple nights ago...which i haven't done with her for about a year now so that was really nice. also, we started passing notes in an electronic gadget like last year...but it's in my pimped out cellular mobile device this time. so things are like exactly like they were before we started going out but i have a feeling deep inside that i'm just being led on. i really hope i'm wrong.
i talked to inna today--just to remind you, she is the extremely hot bulgarian that i met at my conference in DC/NY and was the only person there that also lives in florida. we are planning to go to halloween horror nights together on the 22nd. i hope it works out because she lives in west palm beach so it's quite difficult for us to see each other, plus i haven't seen her since the conference ended, which was mid-august. wow, i just realized how much i'm looking forward to that and not even like that because she is an extremely cool person that allows me to just unwind and be myself. plus, she tolerates all of my anal and OCD quirks, which i have to strongly control in school or risk possible ridicule. argh, i hate people that are not open-minded...i want to slit all their throats.
father gave me money to buy my Senses Fail ticket, which i hope to do sometime this weekend. yayy!
i just got off the phone with krista; we talked for a good couple of hours. she is really an awesome person and we have oh so much in common. it always helps talking to other girls because it sort of takes me out of the emo mood which i've lately been in constantly because of thinking about the situation with brittany.
i feel like i've really drifted away from people who i was constantly with last year...namely ami. i can remember when i would call ami literally every single day and we would talk for an hour or so. she is hilarious, intelligent and a true sweetheart. i mentioned a certain movie that i really liked once or twice and she bought it for me for my birthday...it kinda reminded me of the sweet little presents brittany used to get for me. anyways, ami was always there to listen to me ramble on about my family, school or girl problems. and it depresses me because as of lately we barely say "hey" to each other in school every so often.
i didn't expect this to be this long so i'll cut it short here. well, actually, so much for cutting it short but you know what i mean. tootles.