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ok...i know i talk about Josh alot..but it's only becuase that's been the biggest worry in my life.
i miss him.
he's always mean to me..why do i want to be with someone like that?no really..why?i don't get it either.someone told me it's because i go by the good memories we did have...maybe..i hope there's more of those..
I wish we could just be happy..i wish i could trust him i wish he could trust me again.
I wish so hard that i could know who he really is..and if what he says is true..i want to feel him love me the way he used to.
ugh..i'm going to stop being a pussy and shut up before i cry.yah bye.
i miss him.
he's always mean to me..why do i want to be with someone like that?no really..why?i don't get it either.someone told me it's because i go by the good memories we did have...maybe..i hope there's more of those..
I wish we could just be happy..i wish i could trust him i wish he could trust me again.
I wish so hard that i could know who he really is..and if what he says is true..i want to feel him love me the way he used to.
ugh..i'm going to stop being a pussy and shut up before i cry.yah bye.