Oct 07, 2006 11:36
i'm going to get a tape recorder. start recording my life and the people in it. just to document it. to help me remember things. i'm forgetting things and thinking upsetting thoughts. i need to get out of my life.
i've been sick all week and havn't really talked to anyone. that's bad, gets me feeling down.
i feel empty and alone today. i think its cause i have a cold.
i wrote a song. its too country. i don't like it.
i talked to my grandmother, she's still a bitch. but she seems old.
i saw my old friends blogs. i hate them. most of them. i don't want to see anyone ever again. they've changed.
i'm glad its getting colder.
i'm going to go wander around now. just to wander. not really go anywhere.... probably head around downtown...near the art place and the sex shop... i might get a new guitar, just for the hell of it. i really shouldn't though.... i'm getting a tape recorder though.