College fuckin rocks!!! I love it!!!

So, this is what's going on in my dorm hall right now. Kimberly's lamp fell off a shelf onto her roomies bed and literally burned a hole through her comforter, sheets & mattress. The hall stinks & she has no sheets to sleep on tonight. Poor thing, I think she found some though, cause I have a extra sheets I've never used & she said she didn't ( Read more... )

I leave tomorrow morning for college. It' a weird feeling to be packing your life away & hugging your friends for the last time...

Tears fall from above
My inner cries for help echo
My loneliness, thick in the air

Alone in a place no longer called home
Where did all the time go?
My memories,
Which use to fulfill me
Now just create a bigger void
I lay staring for hours at my unfamiliar walls
My body dead,
My mind so much alive…

I leave for Santa Clara University on Monday afternoon. It is just now hitting me that highschool is over and everything is about to change. I was sitting at my "breakfast bar" having a snack tonight and it felt weird to be sitting there. I felt like I didn't belong. Soon, this won't be my home. Now, I'm really starting to get sad. I didn't ( Read more... )

Ok this was my wonderful day (sarcastic tone). So, I go to the taylors to drop off this corsette top so it can be altered. Then I meet my friend at the mall, I needed to pick up a few things for college. We both end up driving to his house so I can put some pictures on cd & I got to see Phelps on tv!! So my day is perfectly fine up to this point ( Read more... )

I feel like screaming & crying...

You had me
Now you’ve lost me
I fell for it
You pulled, I moved
No longer am I your puppet
You had your fun,
Now the game is over.

…FUCK YOU

I've been talking to my roomate online. She seems so nice. I was really afraid that I was going to have a bitch for a roomie but she seems awsome. I can't wait to go to school!

My anxiety about going to college just got a little better...all because of a nice email...