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In exactly one week from now I'll be getting ready to go to sleep to wake up for school. =/ I do want to go back, but I just don't feel like dealing with anything. I know that I have to really work hard this year. I have to get good grades so I can get my GPA up out of hell..and I'm so scared of taking chem that it's ridiculous. I just hope they don't fuck up my schedule and they actually put me in the Chambers class instead of a cappella. I know they're going to screw it up. I'm still so pissed that I'm not going to have my credits from a cappella and French until next year. That sucks. so bad. I hate how strict the district is. They should just take all their rules and regulations and go to hell.
I also have to find a new job as yesterday was my last day at The Windmill. No, I wont miss it (or Vivian), but it was a pretty easy job, and I'm really going to miss getting a pay check every two weeks. I guess I'll just apply to pathmark or something. >.<
At least I have the Poncho gig to look forward to..if my father lets me go. I know he's going to be all like "You can't go gallavanting in the city on a school night!! You have school tomorrow! What's the matter with you? This is getting ridiculous!" blah blah blah. I just don't want to hear it.
I have the stupid Edison Idol to worry about too. I still don't know what I'm singing. Any suggestions? I need a song under 2 minutes long that I can sing without music.
Sorry for bitching so much, but I'm in a really lousy mood.
Justin and I might go see Rent again tomorrow..but we're not sure as of right now. We'll see tomorrow, I guess. I hope we go. I want to get out again before summer is over. Denise and Rachel are going to see Phantom tomorrow, so maybe if Justin doesn't want to go with me to see Rent I can just go into the city with them and do something by myself. We'll see, we'll see.
Um..all right. I'm gonna go and try to do something productive.
Talk to ya'll later. <33
I also have to find a new job as yesterday was my last day at The Windmill. No, I wont miss it (or Vivian), but it was a pretty easy job, and I'm really going to miss getting a pay check every two weeks. I guess I'll just apply to pathmark or something. >.<
At least I have the Poncho gig to look forward to..if my father lets me go. I know he's going to be all like "You can't go gallavanting in the city on a school night!! You have school tomorrow! What's the matter with you? This is getting ridiculous!" blah blah blah. I just don't want to hear it.
I have the stupid Edison Idol to worry about too. I still don't know what I'm singing. Any suggestions? I need a song under 2 minutes long that I can sing without music.
Sorry for bitching so much, but I'm in a really lousy mood.
Justin and I might go see Rent again tomorrow..but we're not sure as of right now. We'll see tomorrow, I guess. I hope we go. I want to get out again before summer is over. Denise and Rachel are going to see Phantom tomorrow, so maybe if Justin doesn't want to go with me to see Rent I can just go into the city with them and do something by myself. We'll see, we'll see.
Um..all right. I'm gonna go and try to do something productive.
Talk to ya'll later. <33