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There is so much to say and very little patience in which to say it, so i will sum up with bulletpoints:
-Greece was amazing, i never experienced anything that beautiful and life changing. I was hoping the change would last and it has, i am much more serene and accepting of what has happened and my acceptance of death is getting stronger day by day (gruesome i know, but it's something we'll all have to face)
-I love being out of L.A. and next to my family and Jacob. My relationship is the strongest it has ever been. I cherish and smile every moment here. While I made a couple good friends, and one really good friend in L.A. I'm SO glad I don't live there anymore. I didn't like the person I was there, I partied way too much.
-I can't wait to be back with my best friends. It's going to be amazing and it makes me so happy i want to cry.
-I'm excited to start school.
-I'm going to L.A. this weekend to watch my really good friend Laurie in Into The Woods like I promised her I would months ago. And I'm gonna stop by an audition while I'm at it.
-The only thing I dislike about it here is that I am constantly reminded that my grandma is gone. I find myself taking out one of her sweaters from her closet and sitting in her rocking chair, just crying. But I find peace when I'm done, I don't feel completely alone or like I'm avoiding the subject anymore. It's ok to cry about it here, and I didn't feel that way in L.A.
-I have learned one solid thing in the past two months. To surround myself with the people that truly love me. Only then can I find happiness. And I have. I really have. Life is good. While it can be so cruel, it will never fail to give you the promise of a happier tomorrow.
-I can't wait to complete the triangle. =)
-Greece was amazing, i never experienced anything that beautiful and life changing. I was hoping the change would last and it has, i am much more serene and accepting of what has happened and my acceptance of death is getting stronger day by day (gruesome i know, but it's something we'll all have to face)
-I love being out of L.A. and next to my family and Jacob. My relationship is the strongest it has ever been. I cherish and smile every moment here. While I made a couple good friends, and one really good friend in L.A. I'm SO glad I don't live there anymore. I didn't like the person I was there, I partied way too much.
-I can't wait to be back with my best friends. It's going to be amazing and it makes me so happy i want to cry.
-I'm excited to start school.
-I'm going to L.A. this weekend to watch my really good friend Laurie in Into The Woods like I promised her I would months ago. And I'm gonna stop by an audition while I'm at it.
-The only thing I dislike about it here is that I am constantly reminded that my grandma is gone. I find myself taking out one of her sweaters from her closet and sitting in her rocking chair, just crying. But I find peace when I'm done, I don't feel completely alone or like I'm avoiding the subject anymore. It's ok to cry about it here, and I didn't feel that way in L.A.
-I have learned one solid thing in the past two months. To surround myself with the people that truly love me. Only then can I find happiness. And I have. I really have. Life is good. While it can be so cruel, it will never fail to give you the promise of a happier tomorrow.
-I can't wait to complete the triangle. =)