dreaming of you

Feb 09, 2005 15:51

Ok the past few months have been really hard on me. I lost a family member and a really good friend. I fell into drugs really hard again and I've sunk to the edge. When i thought that there was nothing else more for me i get a phone call that cheers me up. It was you! This past month you we have become close again and i am so happy that we have.

When i was feeling really down it effected my schooling and i failed a class. Now i am in a new class and it is really hard and i might fail this. If i do i am going to get kicked out of the school. = ( And that brings me too last night. We were texting back and forth and then you called me and i apoligize for not being sober. I love hearing your voice. I love making you happy.

Well i went home and i fell alseep and i had a dream that you had moved to florida without telling me and i found you one day. But i was packing up and my parents had come down. I failed out of school and i was moving back to jersey. Well i just wanted to stay and be with you but my dad was being really pissy to me so i fought him and stayed with you. You were happy and i woke up crying. I miss you
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