hold your breathe
::sigh:: Why can noone ever hold there promise? Keep with their plans? It is just really mean. I don't know what i'm trying to say maybe someone can understand. Just don't hold your breathe for anyone but yourself, because everyone else will fail you! Past experiences only prove that everyone does this, so i really don't know if you can count on anyone. I'm not saying I don't have friends, but i'm saying sometimes they fail. I've failed too so don't think i am judging anyone, because i'm not. I just think this week ate me up and spit me out. I've come to the conclusion i miss alot of people i haven't thought about in a long time. I've reconnected with them as well which is always a good thing but it probably wont last like usual. I miss having shaun around too.