never had a love like this.....
*im so glad u found me, glad u wanna hold me...never find a love like this*
*sighs* ok so this song hits pretty close to home. To explain......
Clay was here a few weeks ago for New Years. :D it was absolutely amazing. He bought me a diamond bracelet for xmas! AHHH...i was shocked. I almost cried! LOL. But spending time with him was great. I miss him sooooo fucking much....my heart actually hurts. I didnt think it was possible for ones heart to hurt this way. I just want to be with him. After saying goodbye this last time.....ugh....i dont know. Its just that this was a really really hard goodbye to deal with. Im scared to death because i have never felt such a strong emotion for someone....and that is SCARY! our one year anniversary is in 2 1/2 weeks....ahh. My longest relationship eeep! i just cant wait to move and be closer to him...i think its going to be exciting and just fuckin awesome. He really makes me feel so wonderful. So hopefully things will only get better. :::crosses fingers:::: i really am in love with him.....eeek.....that alone is enough to freak me out....anywho,....
so i got my results back from my tests...and turns out nothing is wrong with my gallbladder!! WTF!!! i mean ok...good.....but im still having stomach pains. LAME! i wish i knew how to fix me. I wanna be better so i can finally move. My health is the only thing holding me back from moving next week! haha. OH! i also bought a new car! A 2008 Mazda3...and its spectacular hehe =) i <3 it!
Im missing your body layin next to mine,
im missing your lips that fit so perfectly with mine,
My breathless lungs have given out with each thought of you
my racing heart keeps beating uncontrollably just looking at pictures of you....
silently i sit outside...smoke escaping my lips
wishing on a falling star....hoping that it carries it straight to you
wondering if u can feel the words i say to you....
i love you...
goodnight my sweet love....
days seem to never end just thinkin of the next moment i kiss your mouth
patience my sweet.
i will feel at ease when im finally in your arms
for at least a while.
*sighs* ok so this song hits pretty close to home. To explain......
Clay was here a few weeks ago for New Years. :D it was absolutely amazing. He bought me a diamond bracelet for xmas! AHHH...i was shocked. I almost cried! LOL. But spending time with him was great. I miss him sooooo fucking much....my heart actually hurts. I didnt think it was possible for ones heart to hurt this way. I just want to be with him. After saying goodbye this last time.....ugh....i dont know. Its just that this was a really really hard goodbye to deal with. Im scared to death because i have never felt such a strong emotion for someone....and that is SCARY! our one year anniversary is in 2 1/2 weeks....ahh. My longest relationship eeep! i just cant wait to move and be closer to him...i think its going to be exciting and just fuckin awesome. He really makes me feel so wonderful. So hopefully things will only get better. :::crosses fingers:::: i really am in love with him.....eeek.....that alone is enough to freak me out....anywho,....
so i got my results back from my tests...and turns out nothing is wrong with my gallbladder!! WTF!!! i mean ok...good.....but im still having stomach pains. LAME! i wish i knew how to fix me. I wanna be better so i can finally move. My health is the only thing holding me back from moving next week! haha. OH! i also bought a new car! A 2008 Mazda3...and its spectacular hehe =) i <3 it!
Im missing your body layin next to mine,
im missing your lips that fit so perfectly with mine,
My breathless lungs have given out with each thought of you
my racing heart keeps beating uncontrollably just looking at pictures of you....
silently i sit outside...smoke escaping my lips
wishing on a falling star....hoping that it carries it straight to you
wondering if u can feel the words i say to you....
i love you...
goodnight my sweet love....
days seem to never end just thinkin of the next moment i kiss your mouth
patience my sweet.
i will feel at ease when im finally in your arms
for at least a while.