only on the island of eros...

[xxmiamimofo21xx]

only here in this state of mind can i truly understand that which is the gay community...not only are they a disgusting creature...but me and the likes prey on that on which we cannot have before time deems it time to do so...theres a spell captured upon the modern gay man...one of upity angst...and smelly dick syndrome...theres no one person in the gay community that is better than me...especially those that have staked out ft lauderdale as their home stomping ground...its really sad to watch the demise of individuals i once had the affliction of loving...stumble upon the fallen ground of nothing...even the poor fag hags have been forgotten in the demise of their head queer...what happened to them...what happened to us...we have all fallen from the grace of being suitable one-upper in society to being an animalistic sexual entity...its quite sick to watch us prey on the weak...and meak of word...until one day they can finally say they are better then thou...and u will gravel and beg for forgiveness in hopes that u will still have some sort of place in the social hierarchy that was once created by us...u have been outdone and no dose of botox or collagen can fix this situation...u prey on others friend lists finding love...in one night stands...and blurrs of faces and self recognition...be something original...rather than a cum shot in an instance of a drunken trophy...ugh...im just so frustrated with life in general...just the how could u's and why could u's of life...what the fuck is going on?...is everyone high on cumstains?...im just amazed...shocked and disturbed...what is it?...im so confused...why is their rush to find "love" everyone thats anyone knows it doesnt exist in todays society...everyone cheats...lies...and stabs in the back...im so glad i can say im a genuine person...with genuine interests in people and not ulterior motives..."all i wanna do is *bang bang bang bang* *ching* and take ur money"...get me the fuck outta this fuckin state or this country im so thoroughly disgusted...i dunno if i expect it to be different when i move to brickell (a "classy" place in downtown miami) in a few months...but i sure hope the animalistic nature of people washes away as i leave every memory behind and try something new on...if all else fails i still have paris...and yes for those of u who dont know...i am in the third round of casting for her new reality show...i told u to give me a year...and none of u believed me...im going to be on the cover of every magazine in the checkout stand of ur local mart of choice and yes even the national enquirer because im having et's alien human keg hybrid child...i love life rite now...and knowing that im better than everyone else...it makes me feel so good to look down upon people i once sought the attention of...its mah window...good nite and good luck on ur future toys of choice...muah!...

-a bigger emblem of royalty than lil kim...