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Today was deffinitly the saddest day I've had in...ever. I don't think I've ever been this sad. :'(
The people I'm going to miss most are people that aren't going to our school that were atleast close with me... there's Shauna, Abby, Cody, Dustin, Ben, Brandon, Ed, and even the other Cody.
Shauna was seriously the coolest kid ever. I think I always had something to say to her, I'd always complain to her about things I felt that I couldn't complain to other people about. I really hope that I hang out with her over the summer! Abby always was there for me and I had such a fun time in art with her and we ended up with so many inside jokes but one I will never forget is "the cookies." Cody always put me into a better mood this year and last year. He was always making me laugh every day and at the award things he'd always yell "go urszula" and I can't even start writing about how much I love that kid because I'll never finish and just thinking about him is making me cry so hard right now. Dustin was the kid that I met this year and he would always make me laugh also. He is such a sweetie like his brother and I'm going to miss him so much. I loved it when he would make fun of me also, it would just make me laugh even more, and next year without him I'll probably laugh less because Dustin or Cody won't be there to make me laugh everyday and put me into a good mood. Ben always made me laugh and just always seemed to make everything seem okay somehow. I wont forget about how he was obsessed with star wars and everytime I see the word stars or wars I burst into tears, everytime I'll watch star wars I will probably cry because I'll start to think about him. Brandon and I had a few fights this year but we always ended up being friends in the end. I love how he could also put me into a good mood everyday and how he would always bug me cause I'm ticklish and now I'm going to miss that so much. Ed was one of the nicest guys and we also had a few fights this year but I think it just brought us closer. I'm going to miss him so much. He would always say something to make me laugh like at the beginning of the year when I sat next to him and Dustin I would really never stop laughing cause of them. Cody K. I admit he would bug me often but now when I think about it I'm even going to miss him a lot. Who else is going to be able to take his place in bugging me everyday, no one can.
I love all these people so much and I haven't been able to stop crying all day for more than a half hour. Tears just somehow just end up getting out of my eyes [if that makes any sence]. Everytime I think about one of them I burst out into tears, thinking of how I got tons of hugs from those people up there. I know they all said we'd hang out over summer and stuff but everyone says that, usually most people don't mean it, they just say it to get you to stop crying. I love these people so much and without them I know that there is going to be a big hole in my heart without them. Writing all this has just made me start to cry even more than before, I've cried through this whole thing even though it made me feel better, and a bit worse because I know this will probably be the last day I see them. I love them so much and this is just making me so sad. :'(
I'm gonna miss everyone else too but I'll see them next year so thats why I only wrote about the people I wont see that mean a lot to me. Well I'm going to go finish crying then do something that hopefully will make me stop crying.