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I hate today :'(
I don't even want to go to the Warp Tour anymore since today when I was @ the zoo with cait n' molly it seemed like I was just getting in their way and they didn't want me around. That's probably how it will seem at the Warp Tour also. Plus it seems like I'm not even friends with either of them anymore, I've never done anything outta school with molly and the last time I hung out with Cait was a longgggggg time ago. The whole reason I dont ever invite people over because it doesnt seem like they want me to be around. Whadever I just think I'm not going to go the the Warp Tour after all...anyways after waiting for nearly 20 fucking minutes to continue writing because I'm mother had to come upstairs to bother this shit out of me...The reason I wouldn't want to go to the Vans Warp tour is because it doesn't seem like I'm really friends with them, like I know their friends since they hang out after school, I dont, so obviously that has to mean something. I know they say we're friends but I'm actually not completely convinced, also I can't even trust cait since I just found out that all my friends know who I like because of her, which is extremely rude of her, which I am a bit mad about. Ooh lets get to the best part of the day after dying at the zoo of heat and boredom, and frying at the pool, anyways I go to the mall and lose 40 fucking dollars and this fucking bitch stole it so as she left the store i fucking kicked that cunt and flicked her off when other people that worked there weren't looking. So then radhey's mom gave me 40 dollars and said not to tell my mom so my mom has no clue that I lost her money, since if she did know I'd be dead. I want school to be over with already, and the sooner its coming up, the more I feel like I'm not going to cry on the last day, i'm happy, I can't wait, I want school to be over and to just get on with my life and whoever pretends to be my friend can just f'-off and people that hate me will mostly be gone and it'll just be better. Over all today sucked and I cried a lot, even at the mall. :'( I hate when people aren't my friends and i want them to be but they're really not i guess. Ooh and I'm having second thoughts about going to the dance, I don't really want to hang out for 2 more hours then normally with people that don't like me, I'll probably have a bad time anyways.
I don't even want to go to the Warp Tour anymore since today when I was @ the zoo with cait n' molly it seemed like I was just getting in their way and they didn't want me around. That's probably how it will seem at the Warp Tour also. Plus it seems like I'm not even friends with either of them anymore, I've never done anything outta school with molly and the last time I hung out with Cait was a longgggggg time ago. The whole reason I dont ever invite people over because it doesnt seem like they want me to be around. Whadever I just think I'm not going to go the the Warp Tour after all...anyways after waiting for nearly 20 fucking minutes to continue writing because I'm mother had to come upstairs to bother this shit out of me...The reason I wouldn't want to go to the Vans Warp tour is because it doesn't seem like I'm really friends with them, like I know their friends since they hang out after school, I dont, so obviously that has to mean something. I know they say we're friends but I'm actually not completely convinced, also I can't even trust cait since I just found out that all my friends know who I like because of her, which is extremely rude of her, which I am a bit mad about. Ooh lets get to the best part of the day after dying at the zoo of heat and boredom, and frying at the pool, anyways I go to the mall and lose 40 fucking dollars and this fucking bitch stole it so as she left the store i fucking kicked that cunt and flicked her off when other people that worked there weren't looking. So then radhey's mom gave me 40 dollars and said not to tell my mom so my mom has no clue that I lost her money, since if she did know I'd be dead. I want school to be over with already, and the sooner its coming up, the more I feel like I'm not going to cry on the last day, i'm happy, I can't wait, I want school to be over and to just get on with my life and whoever pretends to be my friend can just f'-off and people that hate me will mostly be gone and it'll just be better. Over all today sucked and I cried a lot, even at the mall. :'( I hate when people aren't my friends and i want them to be but they're really not i guess. Ooh and I'm having second thoughts about going to the dance, I don't really want to hang out for 2 more hours then normally with people that don't like me, I'll probably have a bad time anyways.