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[xxmercy_kiss_x3]

I'm starting to hate life. Even my laptop hates me, you should too. So just remove me from your friends lists, buddy lists, email lists, and whadever else you've got me on. I don't think that even 2 of my "friends" care about me. I don't even know who my friends are, no one likes me anyways. Cait thinks people pretend to like her, yeahh fucking

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[caitcait91]

well i have to say a few things

[xx_r0xy]

awwww cait! your such a good friend......and so is urszula i love you both til death do us part i swear!!!

[caitcait91]

lol thanks molly

you're a REALLY sweet person

and good friend

urszula is a good friend i wish she would realize it more!

[caitcait91]

YEA URSZULA U ARE A GOOD FRIEND!!!!!!!

[xxmercy_kiss_x3]

cait it wasnt about you. idk i just cant seem to believe anything good that anyone says to me cause i dont even see any good in me so how can anyone else.

[xxmercy_kiss_x3]

ooh and about being myself, im usually not. like today i hung out with radhey and carly rose and i wasnt myself at all. Before i even met up with them i was with radhey's mom and my mom at lifetime and when i heard carly was going to come to dinner with us i started crying right in the middle of the work out place with a ton of hot guys and people staring at me because i thought i was going to be left out and i wouldnt be able to be myself and for most of the time i wasnt myself, and i dont think of myself as a good friend, really im not, i get jelous too easily, like the thing of how u got a cell phone and almost all my other friends have one makes me jelous and thats y i was mad earlier when i started to talk to u cause i wont get a cell phone until 16 if im lucky. along with how everyones going to the warp tour and i cant even though i've wanted to go since 6th grade well actually the summer going into 6th grade so i guess 5th? but then i get the chance and everyones going and now i cant because im going to be stuck having fucking

[xxmercy_kiss_x3]

and thanks molly but idk it just doesnt seem like im a good friend and idk everytime i read a comment saying that i am a good friend i just cry more and idk why.

[xxmercy_kiss_x3]

and cait i dont even comment in peoples eljays anymore, i mean i'll think about it and i'll know what to say and i'll just never get around to it, that right there makes me a bad friend. and i could go on for a long time.