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I'm starting to hate life. Even my laptop hates me, you should too. So just remove me from your friends lists, buddy lists, email lists, and whadever else you've got me on. I don't think that even 2 of my "friends" care about me. I don't even know who my friends are, no one likes me anyways. Cait thinks people pretend to like her, yeahh fucking right, that just pisses me off when I see her at school talking to people, and I won't be saying a flipping word to anyone, yeah she really doesn't have friends. Along with the whole thing of how she thinks people don't like her, bull-fucking-shit, I should be saying that since there are so many flipping people at this school that would love to see me dead already. Some days [like today] I just can't wait till I go away to collage [if I go] and never see anyone again. Other days...[not many of them] I don't want to leave everyone, but I only felt like that probably once this year and I probably will on the last day of school, then right after I get out of school, I'll be fine and thinking the other way. I don't really care if you have a problem with that, if you do, go ahead, and while your at it go ahead and remove me from your damn friends list right now...
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Kay if I insulted anyone, sorry but I just had to get that out already because it's been building up. A lot of things have been building up but instead of bursting like I just did I cry, seriously for the past month or two I haven't gone a day without crying, pathitic, I know. I'm just not the happy, hyper, person that no one could bring down anymore, but if you'd say something to me now I'd go home and start crying.
I just really have felt all year that a ton of people have been pretending to be my friend and they actually hate me. I don't see why cait thinks people pretend to like her since shes not annoying and a bitch and a ton of other shit like me.
Then I've got these people that I know who complain and I just think that they complain to get freaking attention because then I talk to them online or at school and they're fucking happy as shit. That didn't make much sence and its not a lot of people, its actually just one. Then it makes me pissed off because I feel like shit all the time but instead i pretend I'm fine while this person is fine but wants attention so they complain. I don't even know if thats true or not but it just makes me so mad so then I'll be mad at this person and try to hide it and end up crying like noww for attention or any other day.
Goodnight lovers.
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Kay if I insulted anyone, sorry but I just had to get that out already because it's been building up. A lot of things have been building up but instead of bursting like I just did I cry, seriously for the past month or two I haven't gone a day without crying, pathitic, I know. I'm just not the happy, hyper, person that no one could bring down anymore, but if you'd say something to me now I'd go home and start crying.
I just really have felt all year that a ton of people have been pretending to be my friend and they actually hate me. I don't see why cait thinks people pretend to like her since shes not annoying and a bitch and a ton of other shit like me.
Then I've got these people that I know who complain and I just think that they complain to get freaking attention because then I talk to them online or at school and they're fucking happy as shit. That didn't make much sence and its not a lot of people, its actually just one. Then it makes me pissed off because I feel like shit all the time but instead i pretend I'm fine while this person is fine but wants attention so they complain. I don't even know if thats true or not but it just makes me so mad so then I'll be mad at this person and try to hide it and end up crying like noww for attention or any other day.
Goodnight lovers.