luke warm waffles are not a meal

[xxmelissaannxx]

wow, so today was the most boring day this week. not even relaxing caught-up-with-a-book-watched tv-rewatched my favorite movies all after nooon- day, just boring as fuck. and i'm still all icky feeling and since im on my attempt at not taking medicine unless i really need it i've been taking millions of showers to try to make me feel better. i've already taken 3 today and will probably take another before bed. i suppose it works while im in the shower but not so much once i get out. idk, maybe its not a good idea, trying to be healthy when i'm obviously not. i feel slightly better at least knowing that everything i'm feeling is how i'm supposed to feel, not some chemical that doesn't belong in me making my body do something. i had honestly forgot what it felt like to just feel normal, sickly and weak, but normal. i guess i'll keep hoping i feel better, wich i am a little, i've just had this headache for a week and my face feels puffy, wich it is, i think its because of my allergies :( i really hope i feel better this weekend, theres no way i can work too nights in a row with this headache.
i hope this weekends fun, i need some fun, and money.

<333 Melissa Ann