Dec 25, 2004 22:24
Yeah, I really wanna move. I guess I do like Broddie too. He got grounded for his interim and i miss him. I feel stupid because I keep falling asleep with the teddy bear he gave me. Ugh, why should I like him? Hes going to do me like all the other girls. He`ll just get sick of me, find another girl, and dump me. Jacksons moving and thats shitty. It might be better without him but I dont know. I want to hang out with broddie and just kiss him 487903743 times. He hasn`t even made out with anybody. I can change that. All I need is another notch in the headboard. I suppouse you could call me a slut. I mean I am a virgin but I know how to use my body to get shit I want. Is there really anything wrong with that? Guys are so easy to malipulate. I mean their just asking for it. Go up to them and start kissing them and you can have them wrapped around your finger. I guess I just learned that. Maybe I can do this with Broddie. I should try. Yes, I should. I have to hang out with Franki. She just got DDR and I need to kick her but. I got a bass guitar for christmas. I love the sound. It so pretty and natural. I got some clothes and a few other things too. I kind of want to move now. I can make new friends. I`ll miss my old friends of course, but it would be nice to meet different people. Ones that aren`t as snobby as the parkies here. I need some new guys. I have a feeling this thing with broddie wont last. It`s sad though cause I do like broddie. Ugh, I geuss I better stop chattering and go. Love you all and happy christmas.