rawr
Friday wasnt great. went to th emall. learned i still like jackson with a extreme passion with broddie or not. hes just there and it bothers me. i dont want broddie i want him. i only want him. colleen can have broddie i just want jackson dammit! broddies a sweetie and i really like him but i know its all fake. broddie doesnt like anyone. in a week or less he`ll decide that he likes someone else and then hell dump me. theres no guys left at our school. maybe i should look forward to moving. new people maybe i can make a new impression. maybe i can make new friends. a new guy. get away from these same people here in maryland. i cant stand all those popular girls and all the lieing rich fucks here. ill still miss the amazing people ive met here. Suzanne. Suzanne Patricia Ford is the only one i really want. i mean colleen is a great friend and i love her to death. but there is just these standards i feel like i have to live up to with her. arg. i just wanna leave. itll be hard making new friends and shit but i need a new start. i just need to get away from all this...ugh later