Feb 09, 2009 22:20
I waited in the snow tonight to catch a cab. It was already later than I'd normally be out on a Monday night, but I had a date. The cab cost me almost $15 by the time I got there. I went inside and sat at the only empty table which happened to be right by the door. I texted him saying that I was there! Ten minutes later he says "Oh I'm really sick..." I GOT STOOD THE FUCK UP. So I drank my drink alone while couples came in all bundled up and drafts of snowy wind blew up my dress.
I really fucking hate everybody. And I hate that I try. And I lose. I wish I could be a shit head like everyone else because maybe I wouldn't be so fucked.