Felt I should share with you some of my own words on how I feel instead of someone elses.

[xxkiss_the_rain]

torn and confused I sit here not knowing what to do.

ugly.lost.alone.distant.numb

If anyone ever wanted to describe me, that's what they'd say.

I'll never be what they want, what you want, what anyone wants.

There's always something wrong. Too short, too tall, too ugly, too fat, too stupid, too young, too old.

When will I be O.K.

I don't write in search of being poetic in any way, these are just thoughts that go through my head constantly.

"So here's to teenage romances & never knowing why It hurts like hell."




What is wrong with this picture? What is wrong with me?

I started to ache when I started to think of you.
Wondering how long it would take before I step into something new.
There's only so much I can fake.
There's only so much that I can prove.
Well, do it in a minute,
I could go play the fool for you.

Lights, camera, action.
I think I'm going for it this time.
There's something you should listen to.
Could I take you for a car ride?
This is the soundtrack for our movie.
Would you tell me when we get to the best part?
I'll play it for you.
Oh no, I think I've lost this one.
Can we try again?

Well I'm a wreck.
I really can't explain it but I,
I hear the music when I look at you.
Orchestrating the song to accommodate the moment.
Well, I'm so in love with you.

Are you looking for an answer?
Because I could really use a friend tonight.
We can make this last forever.
We don't have to fear the sunlight.

I'll take a chance and steal away this movie moment.

I'm in deep whenever I'm with you.
I'm directing the scene that has you and me forever.
We'll I'm so in love with...

-Mae, the most amazing band EVER