Mar 26, 2004 14:29
i came home from school early today. this morning i felt so tired yet i went to bed early. hmm? i came home because i just didn't want to spend another second in school today. it was like i was speaking to my friends but they didn't really bother with what i was saying. maybe i'm being just a little selfish. but it was like they were talking about things then i'd ask what they were saying and it was like it didn't matter to me anyway. so i just walked out and got a bus home. i shouldn't of, but i felt i wasn't wanted there. but hey shit happens. to shits. you shits. bastards shit arse shits. shit face and head shits. just basically plain shits.
the sun's out today <3 and its warm i like it. it makes me happy. so i sat on a seat looking over the beach. i'm so lucky to live here. i walked home over the cliffs just for the hell of it. i walked past the youth hostel and smiled. knowing debbie is going to be there soon just makes how bad i'm feeling x9874598578470 better.
i'm going to go and do my work. because if i don't start it now i know i'll never get it done tonight. can someone tell me how to put pictures on here please. i only know how to write in here and that's about it hah.
'leave me here in my stark raving sick sad little world'
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