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feeling dizzy is part of what happens when you crash. To get so angry then not know whats to happen next just fills your hands with ice and your brain with sorrow. How to change and think is next to impossible and the feeling of hurt impacts how you really are in the world. Puts things in prespective. Shows you how you feel. At the same time it burns because you do not know how to interact with others you are just so confused and move from one subject to another in no order at all. At least thats what happens to me.