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It's done. Shows over. I'm the last one out..I fucked this up. There's no going back. I did exactly what I DIDN'T want to do. I scared him away. My heart hurts. I feel..so...hurt. This is what happens when Janet gives in too soon. Her heart shatters..like so.
I haven't ever hurt like this.
The pit of my stomach burns and aches.
I've had my skin and blood tainted in artifical love.
This pain takes me lower than low.
Words and silence build bricks around me.
I close my eyes willingly.
I'm so in love with the love I've never known.
Perfection is standard and it's cruel.
I haven't ever hurt like this.
The pit of my stomach burns and aches.
I've had my skin and blood tainted in artifical love.
This pain takes me lower than low.
Words and silence build bricks around me.
I close my eyes willingly.
I'm so in love with the love I've never known.
Perfection is standard and it's cruel.