you..

[xxiamnoonexx]

seeing you stand there really hurt.
then you had to talk to me.
im sorry i didn't say anything.
I felt like i was seeing a ghost.
My heart was beating to fast and my throat had closed up.

I hope everything went well with your family and the hurricane too.
Sorry.

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Hey, its Matt Chrisman

[anonymous]

I just wanted to say hello and see how you are. Also, the last Trench Poets show will be coming up soon and so you should try to come if you are interested. If not, then that is your call. It was going to be on the 24th of this month, but we postponed it becuase that is not enough time to tighten up. Anyway, I will try to keep you posted and you should try to come. My e-mail: poet_unknown4@hotmail.com
Let me know.
-Matt

Re: Hey, its Matt Chrisman

[xxiamnoonexx]

Well hellllooooooo there Mr.Chrisman! hehe

I will definately be there!
You just have to remind me like a week ahead or something. I'll forget :o(
Where's it going to be?
Lemme know!

and btw, Im doing pretty good. How about yourself? :o)
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Re: Hey, its Matt Chrisman

[anonymous]

Its not too bad with me; I guess "being strong" is what they call it. Anyway, the show is appropriately going to be at thee imperial. I will definitely let you know. Hey, if catching up means anything, then why don't you e-mail me? I think that might be purdy damn righteous.

Re: Hey, its Matt Chrisman

[xxiamnoonexx]

purdy damn righteous eh? hehe
I shall e-mail you when i can.
Because i would like to hear how things are going with ya.
<3

[sorrowincursive]

I felt awful that night... but i couldnt walk away without saying anything. I didn't want this to be such a big deal... im sorry that we're so different now, but that doesn't mean that I think badly of you. i honestly don't have any bad feelings towards you...
I still love you - it's your call.

[xxiamnoonexx]

my call...my call..
I love you.. But i cant talk to you or see you.
It was a big deal.. to me atleast..
You didn't get the e-mail, i did.

I cant keep hurting you. So i think it would be best if it just stayed the way it is. That way i cant hurt you..

If you want back on my journal, i wont mind. I think it's kind of unfair that i read yours and you cant read mine.
I still wanna know if things are okay with you, and if you're life is going well..

i wish things could be different, but they cant..

sorry.. <3

[sorrowincursive]

thats cool - whatever you want to do is fine with me.
don't worry about the journal thing though... i dont need to read yours. it's all pretty highschool anyway - getting kicked off friend's lists. lets just leave it the way it is.

[xxiamnoonexx]

oookay whatever floats your boat..

getting kicked off of friends list is pretty highschool eh? I could really lash back on that one, seeing as i didn't feel you as a friend anymore and still dont..
Why would i want someone who said such harsh words and the things you said know about whats going on?
blah..
this isn't even worth it anymore..
laters.