May 31, 2004 13:40
For some bazaar reason I feel threatened by those who, it would seem, are in reality the least threatening.
I think that people who have no personality but try to constantly one up the other person are boring.
I wonder if, in that last sentence, I just summed up myself?
River rafting is boring and it sucks.
I just realized that I have never actually had a best friend. I've never connected with someone on such an intimate level, not sexually, but mentally. I suppose it's because I am afraid that someone is always going to hurt me and stab me in the back while I am turned away from them.
I guess this is something I need to work on, among other faults.