Confusion/Emotions
Let’s just call it a bad addiction. But just figuratively speaking that is. Because no I don't have a REAL addiction, but it could be explained like that, at this point in time. Like I can't live with it, and I can't live without it. I can't just walk away from it either. And by the way this it can be split in to three parts at this moment. God I feel like an addict almost. Almost makes me sick. I was fine last semester with it...nothing to draw my mind away from it, but now that that 'it' is gone, I have been lucky enough to land my self with three more of these "it"s...Lets make this simple, each it can be a different drug. Each one has its own reason to be desirable. But then they each have their downfalls, or morning hang over!! I know like every other decision I have right now in life, I have to pick the right one or I may suffer a major hang over at some point. I have found my self at a newly formed 3 forked road, and no hint of wind to push me one way.
On a liter note, I have found college to be another journey from high school for some to just be high school all over again. The Drama that is caused each day seeps through the cracks in the sidewalks and pools at my feet. Considering my character to be someone who at least tries a bit to help, I can’t help but be over come with a feeling of hiding. A merry game of hide’n’go seek would work for me. How long can I go avoiding Drama before it plants its Ass on my door step?
Along with this, I have found that a big campus turns in to a pretty small one when you realize that you have lived just mere miles from your knew found friends. Or that this new found friend knows everyone back home, or is a distant relative to someone you know. Such craziness that it almost makes you dizzy.
Good Night all, for this weakened soul has had a weekend with ups and downs, and it would like to try and properly sleep it over, and start a fresh this coming week.
The only place safe from the him tis the ‘Tweens’
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