Darling don't you lie, lie to me...
My mother drives me freaking crazy. I can't stomach her lies anymore.
Everything just seems to be falling apart, and I want nothing more than to just give up. It would be so easy if I didn't care anymore.
I'm so confused. And torn. Confused and torn. No elaboration.
Fade in, start the scene
Enter beautiful girl
But things are not what they seem
As we stand at the edge of the world
"Excuse me, sir,
But I have plans to die tonight
Oh, and you are directly in my way
And I bet you're gonna say it's not right"
1} Last thing you burned while attempting to cook? it was a long time ago
2} Describe yourself in three words: multifaceted, loyal, passionate
3} How long does it take you to get ready for your day? if I don't take a shower...about 20-30 minutes. I can do it in 10 if I rush.
4} Favorite place to blow $50? it varies.
5} How many people have you thought were "the one"? not sure, but apparently they like to change their minds.
6} What is something that turns you off from the opposite sex? how they can't talk about their feelings, thinking with their man parts and not with their heart, being unemotional jerks
7} What kind of car do you drive? 83 Mercedes 300SD aka "Midnight"
8} What's in your CD player right now? the spill canvas
9} What celebrity would you have coffee with? Holden Caulfield
10} What celebrity would you NOT have coffee with? idiots
11} What kind of toothpaste do you use? that gel-y whitening herbal mint stuff
12} What time do you go to bed? insomnia
13} Last movie you saw? Mystery Science Theater 3000
14} Last TV show you watched? Daria
15} Who is your best friend? RHW
16} Who in your family do you best get along with? Dad
17} Who do you have a crush on? crushes are for kids.
18} What time is it right now? 2:02 PM
19} Are you planning a vacation/travel? Home for Thanksgiving and Winter Break, also a cruise of South America on Winter Break
20} When/Where was the last time you traveled? Went to Savannah last weekend.
21} How many times have you been in love? once or twice
22} How old will you be in 10 years? 29
23} Where do you see yourself in 10 years? with my incredible luck, all my dreams will have died, and I will have attained that level of not caring that would be so nice right now
24} Sinful snacking weakness? Reeses, Cinnamon Apple Chips, Mac n Cheese
25} Rollercoasters? awesome
26} Ever run out of gas? no, but I have had a flat tire
27} Ever been on a train? lots
28} Ever been on a blind date? yes
29} Ever been to Europe? yes, plan on going back
30} What would you do if you could be the opposite sex for one day? the possibilities are endless
31} Would you tell anyone it was really you? probably not. maybe if I felt like it.
32} Ever been arrested? no
33} Have a crush on anyone you work with? what did I tell you about crushes?
34} What is something you believe in? God. other than that, I don't know what to believe anymore
35} What is something you fear? being unwanted, getting hurt, being alone
36} Big or small? size doesn't matter as long as the job gets done.
37} What is the worst physical or emotional pain you have ever experienced? you have no idea.
38} What is your favorite television show? there's a couple
39} Ever photoshopped yourself to look better in a picture? kind of
40} Tell us something about your childhood. No.
41} What would it cost for you to flash the person next to you? I flash Luna all the time. For free.
42} Best time to catch you in a good mood? when things aren't making me feel crappy
43} If you could be anything for one day, what would it be? everything.
44} Most prized possession? memories, journal
45} Would you ever sell it/how much? no
46} What is one of your pet peeves? when people say they want to tell me something then say never mind, people stealing my hat, Luna walking on my keyboard, when people don't listen
47} Favorite kind of ice cream? varies with mood
48} Coolest thing that happened today? nothing, it's been crappy
49} Name someone with the same birthday as you: I don't know, I think Gene Kelly might, and that would be cool.
50} Where was your first kiss? Lake Anna
51} Have you ever seriously vandalized someone else's property? TP and shaving cream? socks full of flour?
52} Have you with the intention of inflicting pain? wouldn't it be better to inflict pain on their body than their property?
53} Have you ever sang in front of a large number of people? yes. i miss musicals.
54} What’s the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex? eyes, smile, manners, height
56} What do you usually order from Starbucks? Chai Creme Frappuchino or Caramel Apple Cider
57} What is your biggest mistake? I'm an idiot, and I deserve what I get?
58} Have you ever hurt yourself on purpose? yes
59} Say something totally random about you: I have a freckle on my left earlobe.
60} Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? yes, but not one I'd like to look like.
61} Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows? all the time.
62} Did you have braces? no, I did have a retainer though.
63} Are you comfortable with your height? as much as I complain about it, I actually am.
64} What is the most romantic thing done by someone of the opposite sex? For my bithday one year, the guy I was dating left me a different color rose every day of the week, and on the day of my birthday gave me my favorite color and a poem describing how each color represented the way he felt about me in the language of flowers. Another time, I was so disappointed because I was planning to go visit my boyfriend, and things didn't work out, and then he showed up at my door at 4 AM after driving 6 hours. And, one time he took me on a walk, and said he was taking me somewhere and I'd see when we get there, and he walked me to the house where we first met, and started talking about the first time we saw eachother.
65} When do you know it's love? when I can be completely open with them, when they bring out the best side of me, when it hurts to be away from them, when I feel it in my heart...you just know...
66} Do you speak any other languages? I dabble in a couple
67} Have you ever been to a tanning salon? no
68} What magazines do you read? Cosmo sometimes, I'm not a big magazine reader. I prefer books.
69} Have you ever ridden in a limo? yes.
70} Has anyone you were really close with passed away? yes
71} Do you watch mtv? it happens sometimes...my roomie likes it. I tease him about it.
72} What's something that really annoys you? you should know.
73} What's something you really like? feeling appreciated. honesty. getting mail or flowers. being with friends. randomness. pictures. writing. dusk. night.
74} Do you like Michael Jackson? heck yes.
75} Can you dance? I've been told I'm quite good.
76} What's the latest you've ever stayed up? like 3 days.
77} Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? yes.
78} Have you ever been rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? no, but I have been to the hospital twice in the past year.
79} Do you actually read these when other people fill them out? Hello, my name is Lindsey, and I am a stalker.
Right now, I could describe my emotions in a collage of Spill Canvas lyrics. I'll save you from that though.
I'm scared to death to find out what you think of me.
There has been nothing redeeming about this day as of yet.
I only got 2 hours of sleep.
I am talking in one sentence statements because if I spill my heart right now, it might not be in my best interest or health.
Time for class.
Yeah, we all flirt with the tiniest notion
Of self conclusion in one simplified motion
You see the trick is that you're never supposed to act on it
No matter how unbearable this misery gets
Judgement day draws nigh...